Nikita @nikita@chaos.social

Der Zugbegleiter heißt Thomas D.

I seldom get sad about the absurdities of life but that it is officially illegal to help ppl from drowning is too much...

Writing helps.

Well applying for PhD positions is such a frustrating thing. It feels comparable as trying to convince so to love you while he/she/it does not. Why is society not willing to invest more (offer more positions) in science which has shaped modern society so much. All they want is ppl who "invent" for the industry.
Maybe I am just not good enough but I refuse this point of view up til now as it seems that the most declines are just based on shortage of positions not abilities.

Sometimes I feel sad when I read about some person's work, way of thinking and so and then realize that I would like to talk with them so badly but that this is impossible bc they are dead. E.g. Dieter Hildebrandt, A.N. Whitehead, B. Russell, Gauss ....

As soon as I read GNU ... liscence ... I immideately accept it.

https://themindunleashed.com/2018/04/top-military-stocks-all-see-huge-losses-as-korea-peace-talks-succeed.html

A second screen is just awesome. How is it possible that I never missed this?

Single. Graduated. And yesterday my father married. A lot has changed durung the last year.

On bad days it feels like I could drown in the endless sea of sadness inside of me. On good days it feels as if I could drown the world in my love!

Finishing university feels so strange. One one hand one is happy and feels relief but on the onther hand it feels so wrong to be not able to call one self a student anymore.

Shit is getting real!

2day and tomorrow are the two days since months that I will not smoke any pot. I am curious whether it does something to me^^

My father is dating a woman for now something over a year. Two weeks ago he announced that he will marry her. I do not care. I like my dad and the same way I expect him not to meddle with my relationships, I do not with his.
But my sister seems to have problems...not sure whether it is pure jealousy or or if she is afraid that this new woman only wants his money and will hurt him in the end...
#familydrama #firstworldproblems

I have the slight feeling that a bunch of ppl are ignoring me. But I don't know if they're doing it actively or passively.

The more one knows theless interesting the major foodball/soccer cups appear. This year is the first time that I do not feel any urge at all to watch one of those gddmn game.
What would be interesting, however, would be a match between Iran and USA. :D

I'd rather had sex now.

At least Trump doesn't believe in a flat earth.

#spacearmy